eachdaycountshere

There's a lot of things to be scared of in this world. But one thing you really have reasons to fear is girls who sticking knifes in others girls backs. I'm pretty sure that's the biggest threat against equality between men and woman. We'll never come anywhere unless we start to show some respect.

The evilness between girls can be....shoking. I don't know where it comes from, maybe from jealousy. That some girls can't be happy for other girls sucess? Or it can has something to do with the silly picture of how a girl is supposed to be, like she's either a saint or a bitch?

Something very tragic happened the last three days at this kibbutz. It started with a big fight between two girls, they called each other bitches, couldn't stop yelling and talked a lot of shit behind others backs. It's sad beacuse when you're talking to them one on one, they're both smart and cute. One night one of the girls almost kicked thrugh the other girl's door while screaming for a half an hour about what a bitch and worthless, hated human being she was, in the middle of the night. We tried to make her stop, but noone could reach her, out of controll. Next day the girl found her shirt destroyed, someone had cut in it and had written bad, humiliating words in different languages. And the worse thing is that people got involved and took sides during this whole drama, which made a meningless fight about nothing to something that made four people leave the kibbutz for good.

Well done grils. Well done. It's just feels so emty. Fortunately there're still a lot of open-minded girls left here, we can't belive that this happened. 

I didn't realize, until now, how happy I am because I'm blessed to have genuine good girlfriends. Apparently it's something uncommon. My friends would never stuck a knife in my back if I, by mistake, didn't pay attention for one second.